Today a staff member had a go at me.
I asked an innocent question that happened to push a button that I was unaware of.
And so I received a ****load of criticism, drama and accusations.
How the volunteers are wasteful and selfish. How we don't think or pass information on.
Unfortunately the scene was witnessed by a good 30-40 pairs of eyes: guests from all around the world, staff, community members and other volunteers. Nicely framed by the kitchen hatch.
I was so surprised, upset and hurt that I fled and burst into tears outside the front door.
Got my jacket and walked. walked and walked in the drizzle. Let the tears mix with the water coming from the sky.
And passed a smelly waterfall that made me stop. Look at the water flushing over the road. There wasn't a waterfall here before! Why is so smelly? Because the rain that has lasted for a month now is flushing all the **** down from the field above.